2/16/2012

Mommy moment

After becoming a mommy I worry, about lots of things but mainly about Logan.  I try to control it, but sometimes I can't.  This morning I had a mommy moment. 
I have been taking Logan to school for 9 months now.He has a little friend, Matthew that he loves to play with (they are about a month apart) and those are the only two babies that are crawling so they have lots of fun.  So I always give him a kiss and tell him I love him before I leave.  Everyday.  Some moms and dads just hand their babies off to the teachers or set them down and leave.  I am not judging I swear, but that is not me. 
Today was no different.  I sat Logan down next to Matthew and they were off! I signed him in and put his food and diapers in his cubby.  There were 5 babies in there and 2 teachers.  One of them was his normal morning teacher Miss Kelly but the other teacher was the Tots I teacher (who he will have in a few months when he moves up) Miss Sun.  Well Miss Sun forgot something in her classroom so (while I was signing in Logan) she scooped up Logan, so there would be the right baby to teacher ratio, and took him with her to her classroom.  By the time I turned around, I did not see Logan and Miss Kelly said that Miss Sun took Logan with her.  Well I didn't want to look like a crazy mom and wait so I left.  No kiss, no I love you and no big smile from my boy.  I was off to work and made it around the corner.  I wanted to cry.  I had to go back.  Yes this might seem silly, but I had to.  I grabbed a paci from his carseat and went back in so they would not think I was crazy and just forgot to put his paci in his cubby (too bad he had 2 in there already!)
I was greeted with a big toofie smile from my boy and I got my kiss and said my I love you.  That is what makes my day people! I would have had a bad day if I would not have gone back! It's these moments that I am realizing more and more how great love is.  It has no end.  It is simply amazing. 
Come on, look at that little face?? I want to kiss him and squeeze him all day!

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